masterplan

everytime i don't need something, it pops up in front of me, irritating me, annoying me, frustrating me. when i'm in need, i can never find it. it avoids me, runs away from me, vanishes from my sight. maybe it's just the way this world was meant to work.our lives are littered with problems, and we need to solve them, no matter how simple. makes me wonder. maybe there is someone up there watching. creating all this chaos in our lives, turning us upside-down, destroying us. or maybe you think there isn't. maybe there isn't.

but now i'm in need. and suddenly the problems come again. they just came. it seems too coincidental to be coincidental. there definitely is something disturbing my life's events. that thing has a masterplan for me. and this time my problems are too huge.. too real to understand. i need to get over this hurdle..

i miss you terribly.