seeing that i'm getting so many days out of camp, doing this national day parade thing isn't actually so bad.. i even get to enjoy the cheaper life of going out on mondays! for example, movie tickets are a fraction of their weekend prices, and lots more buffets are available on weekdays!
just had sakae sushi with the usual gang today.. and of course, we all swore not to eat sushi again for about a year from now.. it's just not something that you can eat every week or month.. there's just something about it...
the problem now is, with all this free time, i've had a lot of chances to just stone in my chair. stoning in my chair, however, makes me ponder.. and then i think back about everything that has ever happened in my life.. and then it whispers.. it starts haunting me.. something i had let go of quite a long time ago. i thought i had let my feelings for her go off in the wind, never to be heard of again. but now the winds have changed, and i feel once more.
but of course there's nothing i can do, and there's nothing i will do. it's just not right for me to keep doing and not gaining.. or so it seemed that way..
Monday, June 26, 2006
Friday, June 23, 2006
the return of the king.
ok maybe king's a bit of an egotistical thing there but what the hell.. you can't love others without loving yourself eh.
my last post as it seems was more than 2 months ago.. and somehow after that i just kind of lost the mood to post here, not to mention do anything else.. i don't know why.. must have been all the god damned national day parade shit taking up my time, but that's just excuses. i think i just didn't have anything to say, with all the boring days that i spend in camp doing nothing.. urrgghh.
and so it goes that a few days ago, i remembered that this little space existed, and i decided to post something just to show you good people that i'm still alive. problem now is that it's kind of hard to be alive. national day parade (more like a parade of slavery to the nation) rehearsals are becoming more frequent, and i have to spend entire saturdays at the fucking national stadium. saturdays!! SATURDAYS! i find it hard to imagine that the organisers of the biggest event in the country cannot book the stadium on weekdays, but have to settle for weekends instead. outrageous.
the only good thing about that is we get our mondays off. but who else gets their mondays off?! no one! so i'm stuck at home with really almost no one to get out with on mondays. of course sunday's always an option, but somehow i tend to feel lazy on sundays. ok fine that's my fault, but i don't think i'm the only lazy one on sundays anyway.
well anyway, it's a friday, and i think i should get off my own sorry self-pitying ass and do something. it's been some time since i had a good coffee out there. yes it's time..
my last post as it seems was more than 2 months ago.. and somehow after that i just kind of lost the mood to post here, not to mention do anything else.. i don't know why.. must have been all the god damned national day parade shit taking up my time, but that's just excuses. i think i just didn't have anything to say, with all the boring days that i spend in camp doing nothing.. urrgghh.
and so it goes that a few days ago, i remembered that this little space existed, and i decided to post something just to show you good people that i'm still alive. problem now is that it's kind of hard to be alive. national day parade (more like a parade of slavery to the nation) rehearsals are becoming more frequent, and i have to spend entire saturdays at the fucking national stadium. saturdays!! SATURDAYS! i find it hard to imagine that the organisers of the biggest event in the country cannot book the stadium on weekdays, but have to settle for weekends instead. outrageous.
the only good thing about that is we get our mondays off. but who else gets their mondays off?! no one! so i'm stuck at home with really almost no one to get out with on mondays. of course sunday's always an option, but somehow i tend to feel lazy on sundays. ok fine that's my fault, but i don't think i'm the only lazy one on sundays anyway.
well anyway, it's a friday, and i think i should get off my own sorry self-pitying ass and do something. it's been some time since i had a good coffee out there. yes it's time..
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