facing up.

Sometimes I think it might be better to wake up from this nightmare that is torturing me everyday, but at the same time I'm also enjoying every single minute of it. I want to take a step out the door into that whole new world, but I keep stopping myself from opening it simply because I refuse to let go of something that I cannot see, at least until now, I think.

There can never be another one that amazes me this way. There can be others that amaze me just as much, but never in the same way, and I am thankful that we crossed paths. That very fact keeps me from walking away, but it's just a matter of time, and that time is now.