chasing shadows

In my efforts to make sure this blog does not stagnate once more like what I used to do, I thought it might be time for an update..

The past week or so has more or less been slow moving, with R and others falling sick and nearly losing their voices at work. Honey has never been more of a staple at work. Then there's the problem of moving into a brand new month as well, which means its open season for those god-damned people to call and ask for a waiver of this, waiver of that. Seriously, Singaporeans can never be happy with what they have. Somehow they must always have what that person has, must have the latest piece of shit on the shelf, must do what that person's doing, must follow the crowd even though it could just be leading to another suicide bomber (which I really wouldn't mind sometimes..)

Well anyway, yeah. A friend told me the other day how she admired my courage and perseverance in the recent developments. I'm not sure about that though.. Surely there has to be a time to relent and leave things the way it is, but I just can't bring myself to do it. I think I might have lost myself in the process. Gotta find the way back and set things straight..