"when we finally do it, we're always too late..."

just got back from a very small class gathering at costa sands downtown east.. haha it's quite nice to see everyone again.. but at the same time, not many turned up, so that was quite a disappointment.. lol. but those who did turn up made it all turn out ok. heh my thanks to all those who bothered. especially haz for getting the chalet.. lol.



she didn't go though. too bad. aarrggh.

was having a talk with haz and senthil last night while the rest were up in the room. talking about the good old times back in school.. about how we're always screwing up our boy-girl relationships.. especially me and haz.. talking about how we always screw up on the timing.. yes.. the timing. we're always too late. first they tell you they're not ready for anything. so you wait. then when you finally do something again, you're too late. then you get confused. either that or you call them on the phone and they talk to you with this extremely cold attitude... so you hang up wondering what the hell you've done wrong. suddenly they text you a cheerful message with a smiley to boot. then you get confused again, and start banging your head on the wall. god damn.

hmm.. gotta get all the thoughts outta my head.. must.. control... must be... happy.... ahh fuck.