today could possibly be the worst day of my entire life. of course i'm exaggerating when i say that, but it really has been a terrible day. in fact, you could say that it was fucked.
i don't know what to feel. i don't know whether to be pissed or not. i don't want to be pissed cos i'd hate myself for being pissed. but if i don't get pissed i would feel so wasted, so used. now i know that i am nothing more than a lifeless object. something that someone just picks up whenever i'm needed, then thrown away when i'm not. i've been used.
FUCK.
AAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGHHHH
fuck this. fuck this. fuck. motherfucking hell.
i could tear a few people apart with my bare hands right now.
Sunday, October 16, 2005
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