good ol' usual saturday

just got home a few hours ago. had met up with the guys for a dinner and the usual chill out. merv accidentally misplaced his IC sometime during the week at a LAN shop in bukit timah, and i had to meet up with him early in the day to show him the way to the place. fortunately the shop was good enough to keep all their lost and found items in a nifty little drawer, and that's where they found his card. we had to brave the god damned sweltering heat of the afternoon sun after that as we made our way to bugis, only to find that there was nothing there of interest. so we braved the sun again, and off we were to our usual hangout that was funan, and spent the rest of our time there having a game while waiting for theHaz to arrive for dinner. i seriously need to get a life.

called pj up to talk about the barbecue and stuff.. apparently haz has become so frustrated at organising these things that he's refusing to do another one. can't say i blame him. with all those unpredictable things changing their minds at the last minute.. well if i'm going to be the one to organise it, i haven't got a lot of time. gonna be flying to australia for a 3-week exercise soon.. so much to do.. so little time.. so much to say to her, so much to tell her..

hopefully the upcoming route march on friday isn't gonna destroy my legs that badly.. trying to get her out for a movie the sunday after that. but it's gonna be hard. i'll probably be limping my ass off on sunday. but gotta get things done quick.. time isn't exactly on my side. been messaging her every now and then.. substantially more often than before.. and it feels... good. but i've been here before.. and i failed terribly the last time i was here.. argh. the memories.

but i'm back on my feet again. and this time i'm not letting slip any chances. or at least i keep telling myself that. sigh. we'll just see what happens this time around.